Where to?

I began this blog as a way to keep track of my progress. Writing down goals and my struggles to attain them helped.

I was looking back at some of my old posts today, and one thing that stood out was the sensation that time stood still when I was going through my alcohol withdrawal. When I first quit drinking all the stuff that I did in my sober evenings felt forced or fake. It seemed like I was doing busy tasks to simply stay occupied. I can't pinpoint the exact time that feeling faded away, but I am really happy that it is in the past.

So where to from here? I have this sense that I am at a crossroads. I feel really good, with no cravings to drink (still hate the poison). Still, I think it is time to get back to meetings, but this time put more work into the program. Always something else for me to learn, and I know I am never really cured of this affliction.

Happy (sober) weekend to all.